So I know that I shouldn’t weigh myself everyday, but I do anyway. Some day I weigh more then I did the previous day. On every Tuesday I am either on weight or I’ve lost weight. I could just wait until Tuesdays to come around and hope I’m on track. 
The only reason I’m even bothering to tell you this is because Leiyah now jumps on the scale too. Leiyah loves to jump on the scale right after me. She’s a rock solid 29lbs and she could take me down any time she wants. I miss her asking me for “Daddy’s Ice Cream” which is oreo cookies ice cream. I now instead find other ways to play with her and spend time, other then eating. One day we will get back to daddy daughter ice cream outings.
So as of today I’m 335lbs! YAY five more to go. So I guess I need to start working on getting in touch with @iJustine. So I will be working on that this week. My birthday is on Saturday and I’m in a good mood. Things are good. I’m going to look at a new local gym. I need to start going to the gym. The weather here is horrible and walking the dogs is no longer an option.
I have been rather hush hush about this project in real life. I mean really I haven’t even been the vocal about it online since I started. I know the reason is because in some ways I doubted myself. I put myself out there and set outrages goals to push myself. Well here I am close to my first one of 20 lbs. I’m proud of myself. I’m no where close to where I want to be but getting to do it on my own terms is fun. To this point I have been hiding it and taking the pressure off myself. I think Its time to turn it back on!
I never thought I would say it.. but in the words of Puff Daddy:
Let’s GO!
